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  1. Everything your feeling is real and valid. So glad you will keep sharing with us. Oh and I used to watch Claire w too. Great person she was.

  2. You are going through so much hunny. Be kind to yourself. Your body is letting it’s pain out. Healing the only way it knows by crying and releasing that pain deep down. Cancer sucks! I’m on the last part of my treatment. I wish your could be cured right now. I know it’s painful. Messes with our heads so much. ❤️👍😊

  3. I don't have cancer so I don't know how that feels but I do have anxiety and depression and it is horrendous. You tell yourself not to think about it but you can't stop your self. I can't sleep for more than a couple of hours either. I do have chronic pain and I wonder how I will come with it. I will pray for you that you can get over this depression.

  4. I hope to see you soon. I think it helps to socialize and not be alone, i hope a miracle for you and you have a beautiful daughter!!

  5. Have you tried alternative treatment along with conventional treatment. I heard a lot of successful story?

  6. You are a special woman who is battling something horrific and you have a right to be depressed you make life better for the ones who can't talk I think I wish you could get better I think you are very wonderful and my heart hurts I just met you today and I already love you your spirit is beautiful May God Bless you

  7. I want you to know I wish we could change your life for you are a wonderful person and very beautiful I guess that God must need a wonderful and beautiful Angel for some little one I think your just the best I wish I could say anything to help all I can say is I will watch as long as you put these out and your human spirit is so great I love you and if I could I would trade the rest of my days for yours God Bless you 😇💓

  8. Please try to stay as positive as you can no matter what !!! Cause everything happened for a reason !!! And if that happens that means you can come over it !!!! Do not let f….g depression taking you !!!! You are sick already, you do not need that (I know it’s not easy, but try to surround yourself with positivity plus try to watch nice videos talking about self confidence and positivity !!! Good vibes !!! Attraction … anyways please stay strong and fight !!!! No matter what the univers has always betters plans that you might have for yourself !!!! I know it’s not easy but fight and stop thinking 🤔 no more !!!

  9. Don't ever apologise for saying how you feel, I applaud you for having the guts to say it in the first place x

  10. New subscriber and watching this video reminded me of my cancer journey….I was really sad,depressed full of anxiety,SCARED. I'm sorry you're going through this I think you're really brave and beautiful.

  11. Hi. I really feel for you. I am just 6 weeks away from my PET scan to see if my tumors are gone. Absolutely terrified…..stay strong….I am trying..trying every single day.

  12. I love you. You are such a strong good person. Make others laugh when you feel like poop. I know those nurses love you too.

  13. I don’t blame you. Don’t you be mad at yourself. Farrrk if I was you I’d be feeling pretty poo too. You are so brave, you are dealing with this the best way you can. I’d be crying all the time too. It’s scary, it’s a massive deal, everyone deals with things differently. I think your amazing, crying is normal, your scared and worried and frightened and doing the best you can. I just want to say you are doing well expressing yourself, your doing well explaining your journey, and I just think your an inspiration. I think exercise is a good idea, I think your find something that helps, but your also dealing with a massive life changing illness. Don’t bash your self up. Your aloud to cry. Your aloud to moan. But you have to get up, because the only one can put your foot forward is you. Your gonna do it and we are all here to support you, your family have your back. One day at a time. You are amazing. So impressed by your get up and go. You have so much on your mind , no wonder you can’t sleep. Tell the drs today you are having trouble sleeping. I have aniexty, for year get the herbal stuff, it’s a spray, it helps. Xxx anyway I just want to send you love and I look forward to you next video. Massive massive massive hugs.

  14. Are you under psychiatric care. It’s okay to feel depressed you could survive depression with a lot of support don’t compare your situation with others.

  15. Hi I just saw the wicked woman movie a noir movie it was great with a happy ending 🌷🌷🌷🌷💗

  16. You’re going through the stages of grief and loss. Your dealing with the loss of the old you and the things you use to do, which brought you joy now things have changed. It’s ok to feel as you do as you grieve and accept this new journey your on. No apologies needed, feel it and work through it. Talking about it as you are is therapeutic so keep doing what your doing! This will pass and you will work through these stages, which are different for everyone! Don’t try to compare…. you are unique and will do all that you need to do in this situation. Find your peace and find your joy❤️ We will be here!

  17. Have u tried fasting? Fasting is the cure for cancer, tumors, weight loss. It allows ur body to heal.

  18. Things WILL get better. Praying for you 💕. Hugs!!

  19. so sorry to hear how much you are struggling, i am here f you need someone to talk to/cry to. I think about you often. hope your appointment wasnt to rough. xxx

  20. HI Cin: I won't bore you with all the details, but I also have depression, and was recently diagnosed with anxiety. Kept thinking it was my blood pressure/heart, but my doctor as narrowed my symptoms down to anxiety. I am going through the same depression symptoms that you describe, and I have been for years. It's really bad sometimes. I totally understand what you're feeling. I can't imagine how much harder it is for you though because you're dealing with illness on top of it. It has to take a toll on you mentally. It's hard for me to give advice because when I am given the advice, I still can't bring myself out of the dark hole I'm in to follow it. I will say that working is probably saving my life because if I didn't work, I'd probably never leave my house. I hate this for you, and I wish we could all give you a giant hug right now. Please know that you're not alone. We are all here whenever you need us. And NEVER apologize for anything. We understand so never worry about that. One thing I that makes me feel a little better when I'm down is watching YouTube videos of ELLEN or stand up comics on Netflix such as Gabriel Iglesias, and Sebastian Maniscalco. Love them. That might help a little XOXOXOXXOXOXOXXOXO

  21. As you said, things will get better. Keep positive and don’t apologise…..big hug and look forward to your next update! 😘

  22. You need not apologize for anything… This is a horrific experience that you and your family are going through. The feelings and emotions that you are going through are natural and expected. You owe us viewers nothing. You need to concentrate on your own well-being. You need to do whatever it is that you need to do to cope with this. No one is allowed to criticize you or your processing of the reality of your situation. Perhap, if it makes you feel better, leave video journals for your children to watch in the future… I.e. dating, learning how to drive, how to cook the families or yours or your child’s favorite meal, leave a video legacy of that and what you want your children to remember you by.You and your family are your only concerns… Not us. God bless. Love Anise.

  23. Here’s some advice as well xx Talk to your doctors about how you are feeling and thinking xx Let it out xx It’s ok xx It’s ok to cry and be sad it’s normal xx What you are going through is awful xx Bless you xx Try to do things that make you happy or at least distract from all that depression and anxiety xx I know easier said than done xx Stay strong xx I love you xx Keep holding on xx I will keep a light on for you xx 💛💛💛💛💛💛💛😭😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️💖💖💖💖💖

  24. Cindy I’m so sorry to hear this xx Depression and Anxiety sucks xx I totally understand how you feel xx It breaks my heart to see you in this much pain xx What you are going through is terrible xx You must deal with the worst pain ever mentally, emotionally, physically xx I hope and wish the best for you xx I hope chemo goes well xx I send my love, support, prayers, thoughts, positivity, hope to you, your family and friends xx You are so strong and amazing xx You deserve the world xx I wish I could take away all the pain xx Stay strong xx Keep fighting xx You can do this xx Take as much time as you need xx I support you no matter what xx I’m her for you xx I hope you feel better soon xx 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💛💛💛💛💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪😘😘😘😘😘💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛

  25. Cin,
    I love you so much. I hurt when you hurt. No apologies are needed. However, I do think talking about your feelings is therapeutic (on some level) AND it helps others in need. You've always been so goal driven-so maybe start with a tiny goal every day—maybe that will help. Hell, I have "grunge" days–I think most of us do–when we don't wanna talk or do anything. And–you have so much more on your plate……so who am I to offer suggestions?
    There are so many that care about you–those of us that have been luck enough to know you and call you friend and your virtual friends which there are many…….Call me if you need to–I can always make ya laugh!!! Love you to pieces. Hopie in Oklahomie

  26. Hate to see you sad and struggling, wish I could help, sending you love always and a big hug X X X ❤

  27. Sending love preys and please come on here and talk to us get it all out talk talk talk even if it’s just to talk about how your feeling it’s good to talk and let all your emotions out we are all here for you no matter what just be here xxx we love you 😍

  28. I'm so sorry you're feeling low,I really hope these feelings pass and you start feeling happier, maybe speak to your doctor about the way your feeling,thinking of you, take care xxx

  29. Awe Cindy, your situation sucks and you are allowed to have feelings about it for goodness sake. Please ask about something to help you get a whole nights sleep. It won't solve all your problems but it might make you better equipped to face each day both physically and emotionally. With that being said, I have missed you but completely understand you not being able to communicate with us. You are a real person going thru some serious life challenges and we are your cheerleaders just supporting you along the way.

  30. Breaks my heart seeing you so upset, depression and anxiety is awful as it is.
    Sending you lots of love and hugs x

  31. You know everyone's journey with Cancer Is different. Dan and Claire were amazing people….just like you xx Just one moment at a time….Sending you massive hugs xx

  32. Hi you lovely lady, Cin you are so strong and you WILL find the strength…I think of you often. XX

  33. Thanks…Made it to the end. First of all, radio silence is okay. You're allowed to ignore this stupid internet crap for as long as you want. Don't worry about demonstrating your bravery or being positive. You can complain. We know what's up. We don't even bother talking about fairness around here.

    Just to share a thought… When I'm anxious, it comes on strongest at night, like a thief trying (successfully) to steal my sleep. There's nothing to grab, no one to console you. I find myself constantly cycling back to the start of it – all in the surrounding stillness of my own home where a person is supposed to find the most comfort.

    Sometimes, the 'light at the end of the tunnel' is so far away and small, it doesn't take much to completely blot it out. You're in the middle of this S*it and the idea of God is like some sick, naive joke…

    Please hang in there…

  34. Hey Cin I totally understand where you are coming from: depression sucks!!! It prevents me from moving forward in what I want to do. I don't sleep well either. My brain LOVES to hamster-wheel! No apologies needed. Miss Beautiful Mermaid just keep swimming in the bright blue Ocean and do what is good for you!! Love you Cin! ( ( ( HUGS ) ) ) 💖💞💜💓💟

  35. Cin I meant to ask you if you have watched Emily Hayward on YouTube.. she and Dan were the ones who inspired me the most.. much love to you!

  36. Cin.. you are giving us the raw, real you..I would be surprised if you were not anxious and depressed..and I am so sorry that we can’t truly help you.. please tell your doctor how you are feeling..I know you are in terrible pain physically and mentally..I do worry when I don’t see you but I understand.. keeping you in my heart and prayers! ❤️🙏🏻

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